I guess it is my own stupidity ( Read more... )

in the situation that i have set up, i am the only one that is going to get hurt. i promised myself that i would put my feelings ahead of anyone else's, yet i find myself in the same situation. i am too scared to ask for a defintion, because what if i don't get the answer that i want? will i actually do something to change it? probably not...why? ( Read more... )

Well, it was nice while it lasted, but that's okay I will be fine ( Read more... )

I have never been so scared in my life. There are so many things that I want. Things that I know that I will never have. I have thrown away so many chances, and it isn't fair to even think of another. I don't end up hurting anyone but myself. No one did this to me. I did it to myself. I know that. I accept it. But I can't just move on w/ it. It ( Read more... )

Carlos: Aren't we starting Merlow soon ( Read more... )

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at ( Read more... )

Howah's friends hate me!

so---thanks to elvis i have a date on wed. night. i'm kinda nervous about it...i HATE first dates more than anything. i'unno---it is just awkward having to get to know someone, and wondering what they are thinking, etc.

i just hope i can get through it in one piece....

Teresa Wrote ( Read more... )