ok i have a feeling this is going to be VERY long...but yeah...never thought everything thats going on would be going on...umm school is alright i guess...i actually like most of my classes i just i dunno struggling to do well in ALL of them thats all lol i got honor roll 1st quarter and this quarter im not doing horrible but i could be doing ( Read more... )

kinda weird..mandas back!! :) tuesday ashley rae n ian ended up visiting..we went 2 wild cat..which was kinda bad..but ash like it..haha we went 2 walmart cz thats where we were supossed 2 b n the went 2 burger king n dunkin donuts n showed the guy that worked there the cookie monster than does the chiken song haha he gave us a free cofee that ash ( Read more... )

w0w everythings so crazy n "insane" lol...ugh i had basketball camp all week @ rivier thursday i went 2 greely w/ kristina KRISTINA..ive missed her im so0o glad were talking again its such a good feeling..then i wont over her house n chilled w/ her..friday was the last day of camp..they had all these competitions like every year then awards..neways ( Read more... )

worst day in a long while..dont wanna talk bout it..all im saying is that there is no way in hell i can b away frum amanda much longer...her n her mom are the only ones that understand where im coming frum..i cant take much more but maybe im overexagerating..i jus know that i hate living here..i hate the way i feel..i hate my everyday cycle..same ( Read more... )

sorry i havent wrote in a few days..amanda n me are talking again..:) i love her shes been there always..umm yesterday was pretty bad brandon wasnt in school :( n i had practice w/o eating netthin the whole day but brandon made it better by getting me my rootbeer!! hes the best!! 2day was alright..brandon picked me up frum school n i went over his ( Read more... )

i dont think things can get ne worse..ne1 that knows me knows amanda maria johnston..my gurl.my soul mate..i love her more than anything..she thinks that i dont think shes important 2 me..well shes way off shes one of the few things i have left in this fuckin world...i get off the bus 2day n theres shelia sitting there waiting 4 me when i get off ( Read more... )

yesterday we lost our 2 games..they werent terrible considering we had only 2 practices...brandon came:) ahaha funny shit..we got lost n he must b color blind cz he dont know the diff. between red n green haha i came home..got ready..called danny grr hes such a bum..i told him 2 go hes like nope i dont wanna stubborn!! went n picked up ash n went 2 ( Read more... )

hey whats up peoples? im very lost you have no idea...nicole needs 2 come back n help me through this it was her crazy idea!!! haha i love that gurl..shes my chip buddy u know? haha umm...i have games 2day!! YaY very xcited we better kick sum ass!! i am very nervous 2..i dont think im that good so im nervous bout playing time :( the coach is wikced ( Read more... )

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