have you ever been so out of wack, been in such an awful situation, been so sick of it all that you just yell "STOP!" inside your head and re-evaluate your entire life. i had one of these moments. im studying harder and harder because i need to learn. i need to be great. i've had so many dreams i've given up on that it's sickening but i won't ( Read more... )

Today I decided I've had enough. I'm coming to a point in my life where I have to fight for everything I want right now or lose it all forever. If I fuck up I'll never get the life I want. Game over. Today, I reflected on my past and looked at pictures, yearbook passages, and all my ROTC junk and thought about the person I used to be. I used ( Read more... )