heather came over today. it was nice,and kinda weird at the same time. weird mainly because she was the last person i was expecting a call from saying that she was coming over to hang out. she skipped school for it, which was not good for her, since she really needs to go to school. but i didn't really care a whole lot about that, since i didn't ( Read more... )

got paid $200 for painting. but i'm gonna have to use all of that to pay for phonebills and car insurance. i need a job ( Read more... )

i wish it wasn't over

most memorable times ( Read more... )

i don't think it had hit me fully before

but its starting to be more real feeling

god damn, what am i gonna do now ( Read more... )

well today marks the end. heather broke up with me. said that it wasn't working anymore, she was feeling to tied down and stressed. which i take to mean she was just tired of having a boy friend. which is fine, i can completly understand and i dumped sabrina for the same reason. i kinda expected it, after the past couple of days and the way friday ( Read more... )

"can't take my mind off of you"

i'm so sad, even after saying i'm gonna listen to music i just continually layed in bed leaning over looking at the computer screen until i finally leaned over hanging off of my bed (its like a bunk bed just with no bed under it) to get my computer.

tonight seems like its gonna end up being a lay in bed and listen to music/pondering night.

nothing wrong with that, but its not what i really wanted to do.

i wish she'd answer so i could say goodnight

i'm always feeling as if i miss people more than other people do. maybe not, maybe everyone else is just like me and misses people just as much but doesn't know how to say it. all i know is that i've run up and down the steps like every 5-10mins for the past hour to check the computer and phone to see if i've gotten anything ( Read more... )