been a long time since i've written anything on here...just don't really get the same thing out of it anymore i suppose ( Read more... )

another great trip to the beach. this time went down to north carolina to hattaras. was pretty freaking amazing. then i'm off to the beach yet again soon. this beach thing is really doing me good cause i feel a hell of a lot better. and i'm thinking way less about things that were once bothering me before. its probably just that good quality time ( Read more... )

beach was very refreshing. weather was amazing. water was a little chilly. but that was expected. all in all a wonderful trip. my phone was out of battery for the entire trip. that was also yet another added bonus. i didn't have to deal with calls from people asking if i could do things, or have to deal with other stupid shit ( Read more... )

yay, beach for 4 days!

prom was fun. not exactly what was planned and hoped for, but still fun. only a little bit of dissapointment on my side. i felt like there was more on the other side of things, but i couldn't help it, wasn't my choice to have to go home ( Read more... )

going to prom with heather. which should be a lot of fun. the only thing thats really annoying me is how little i'm allowed to do with my atire. it seems like the only thing acceptable to her and her family, is a black suit or tux. its just like, what the hell. it frustrates me to no end. i'm told what i can and can't wear all day long at school, ( Read more... )

its may and has been warm out for like a week now. i'm thinking lake soon. even though it will be freezing. i still want to jump in .

if i listen to this damn valentines cd one more time...i've just been listening to this mix everytime i've been listening to music by myself ( Read more... )

i'm stuck in a confusing place. i got a call from heather last night at midnight with her telling me to sneak out and come and see her. i don't mind hanging out with her at all. but from talking to her on the phone last night, i feel like i'm in the place between her likeing me and us dating, and then her not likeing me anymore than a friend and us ( Read more... )

welp thats it. spring break is over :-/ wasn't as enjoyable as i had planned on it being before it started. but then again, i hadn't really planned on being dumped either. all in all it was still a good break ( Read more... )