so. its been awhile since ive been on this garbage of a journal. so im home for a couple more days before i head back for waterloo to write exams. honestly, i WANT to go back. home in markham isnt really HOME anymore. i miss my roomates, i miss my friends. heck, i even miss the drunkies across the hall always banging on our door if i wanna join ( Read more... )

so its evident kids ..im a DUMBAS/S. so after failing 2/3 of my midterms ..i decided that by the end of this year, if my grades dont improve, im taking a year off. im not ready for this. i was NEVER ready for this. why did they have to take away grade 13 and screw everyone over..at least me. or maybe university isnt for me. but then again, what ( Read more... )

the past 44 hours have been super tough. my eyes are still burning from all the crying and my voice hurts from all the talking, yelling etc etc. to make this long story short, i dont wanna loose my everything to something stupid. and i know he feels the same way too. i dont wanna be with anyone else in the fcuked up world because he protects me and ( Read more... )

my eyes are burning like crazy from all crying because of the drama that happend today. *baby time will only tell, but for now, you know how i feel and i know how you feel so lets just leave it as that. i love you ( Read more... )

wow its been so LONG since ive came on here. i dont even know why i came on. but yeah of course i'll be on this like CRAZY when school starts...which reminds me, i need a wireless card for my laptop ( Read more... )

man oh man ...i havent been on in like MONTHS ( Read more... )

house hunttttttttting is gay ( Read more... )

so i come to realize ( Read more... )

gahhh so busy!
CANT WAIT FOR BBALL PRACTISE TONITE!
regardless of how tired im going to be
im psyched

ps: i misss you missss youuuu

hahaah im only updating this for varty cuz he told me to.

VARTY IS GONNA HAVE A THREESOME ON SATURDAY!!
thats fcuking awesome!
IM EXCITED FOR YOU MAN
enjoy :D

ps:

HAPPY SEVEN MONTHS BABE
i love you soooooooooooo much
and i miss you more
cant wait to see you this weekend
FINALLY
2 effing weeks is TOOOO long