I feel like everything that used to matter has become an illusion. I'm at this point in my life where I wish I didn't have to face reality. You go from this comfort zone to this overwhelming urge to be something more. It's not just the pressure that I cannot handle, it's all the shit thrown on top of it, burying me deeper and further down. I ( Read more... )

"Second Chances"

Sometimes we get second chances
And sometimes we never make it past the firstIt really makes you wonder why somethings happen when they do ( Read more... )

The results of your actions and choices reflect upon those who are around you whether you want them to or not. The fact of the matter is that you can't handle disappointment and that's exactly what you did- disappoint. Go ahead and run away from your problems. To act as if you are innocent is completely uncalled for. And no one is supposed to be ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I kind of like this boy or whatever. And now I don't know what to do. It seems like I was lying to myself or something and I am going against everything I knew. I don't even know and I guess I don't care. So I like him. No big deal. I think I'm just seriously stupid. Do we not agree ( Read more... )

Had a close call this weekend, if she would have not been in the car, I wouldn't have stopped. It's as simple as that.
She stabbed me in the back. It hurts considering she was someone I thought I could "trust." But that's the thing, I can't trsut anyone- not even myself. I don't wanna be here. And I'm done writing about it cuz I'm trying to forget

Life doesn't hold much value anymore ( Read more... )

allow me to be another emo bitch, k? cuz im good at that shit- but you know that already ( Read more... )

I'm on so many different things right now.I hate this yet I let it continue. I wish I could be better ( Read more... )

I can't keep living my life like this ( Read more... )

I got checked out during 3rd period today. I ended up getting Kandrea. After Jessica came over we all went to Jamal's and chilled. Pretty sweet. Meh, I feel really sick. I'm looking foward to going to Cook's tomorrow- maybe there is a chance that I can stop thinking about shit for a while. I'm getting better with school work- as in, actually doing ( Read more... )