I found a doll head today. breaking down barriers was never this easy.

holding ashen hands, there is a feeling of the soft skin on this cold face with its wet eyes and cheeks...

glad to see you too girls.

Hello there old friend, i guess last time wasnt quite the end ( Read more... )

I changed my flight from this morning to this afternoon/early evening. If I had taken my original flight I would have gotten into chicago over an hour ago. I did not want to wake up that early. So i fly out at 330pmish. I dont have a return ticket, i dont have plans for coming back to st. louis. Im hoping for thursday at the latest. I figure ( Read more... )

Why can't I sleep????

Im flying to chicago on sunday morning. I have a wake/funeral to go to. I havent been to a wake/funeral in four years.

ive kept my mind off of it all day by cleaning, playing with a mosaic, and hanging out with joe and alec.

when murphy brown sings, it always makes me think of my mother.

i'm just saying.

what to say? i keep thinking about olive leaves on skin and feet beginning too soon.

ive been reading. i miss school.

yom kippur begins tonight.

So i was browsing the internet, as i was bored and not yet sleepy, and found a forum where a person talked about gw bush. a person made a comment that if you go to google.com and type in failure, the first website to come is the biography of gwb. how freaking strange.

last night was a little terrible. things were going swell until three am when i woke up to the next door neighbors security alarm going off. loudly. and our alarm beeping every few moments. stupid alarm company. it beeps when the alarm box is tampered with. and the box is not in our apartment, and we never even fucking set our alarm b/c the ( Read more... )

The library smells the same here, but it seems it is my nose that is different. Taking a break from sapa craziness, as they are all at lunch, but i felt compelled to update from here. that and my books i wanted to read are locked in susy's car and she went out to lunch with jackie and traci. so im here, where i more or less used to belong. but ( Read more... )

so...
im heading to michigan on thursday. i am excited/ super nervous. i need to see a man about a tattoo. hope all goes well.

sorry to anyone ive lost touch with. im working on it.