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A Bit Worried ..
Ever since around my 10th grade year til now,i've been feeling somewhat sick ( Read more... ) -
Been Doing Alot of Thinking
Things in a way have been going smoothly since my last update.
School is going great.
My relationship is actually in a good place from my perspective.
Friendships I've built with the new people in my life is ahhmazing.
I couldn't ask for more.
I've just been really tired and not eating as much.
I don't know what it is with me,but i feel like if i so much ( Read more... ) -
I'm not dealing with YOUR shit..
I've come to a point in my life where i just dont give a fuck
about anyone's feelings cept for mines and the one i truly care about.
I'm done with petty fights,arguments,he said she said bullshit.
It's so annoying that im seriously about to scream my head off.
FCAT retakes is in two days and i can't be stressing over some chick who wont ever get a ( Read more... ) -
He's being awfully mean to me ..
Lately ever since me and Chris broke up .. its like he's completely mean to me.
I hate it,its just i understand your still mad at me,but god.
Don't be mean,or just don't talk to me at all.
Its not fair,everything sucks.
&& its not normal of me .. i've had thoughts of suicide lately.
I'm going to slap myself cause that's not like me.
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First week of 16 ...
SUCKS
God i cannot stress enough,how bad the first week has been.
I wish things went diffrently,i wish i could be able to talk about really
bad things that happend in the past.
I'm pretty much depressed everyday and i hate it.
I have be out with people,instead of just sitting inthe house,and thinking of things.
I miss chris alot.
My mind is just on him ( Read more... ) -
Why now ?
My boyfriend just found out that i sent pictures to his good friend.
I wouldn't so much call him as a good friend because he found ways to make me hate
him couple weeks after me and him broke up last summer.
I don't know what to do,he's so mad i understand that but its so bad
that i don't think he can even forgive me
school starts next week and ( Read more... ) -
Mixture of Emotions
It's getting closer to my birthday,and i should be happy,but im not.
I don't really know what the problem is,i just don't feel up to turning 16.
I mean its great to turn another year older but i hate the feeling of getting old.
Or for that matter the thought of becoming older.
I feel like im going to have so much responsibilities that im not gonna have ( Read more... ) -
The Truth
So,not to long ago i had a somewhat akward conversation with my boyfriend
with one of my good friends on the phone.
We ended up talking about ex-gf's and ex-bf's shouldn't be friends.
Cause i learned from that the hard way,from past experiences.
Its not very good and i dont think its healthy
cause they bring things up from the past,brainwash you
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One Whole Week
I'm gonna be busy like mad crazy.
I have to clean the whole house,including my room.
I have to get some food,decorations and a music list for my party.
I pretty much have only this to write about.
Tomorrow im going to riverfront[hopefully]
I want tacos for serious,haha.
I've been feeling great lately,minus my migraines.
&& Very pissed off at my friend ( Read more... ) -
August is here so soon
It's already august,and there is a major countdown back to school.
I still haven't done any of my shopping yet and everyone else has,i feel so late.
Things seem to be going great this month so far,minus the fact im going crazy
with trying to make these inivitations,getting addresses,ect.
Just hopefully everything will get done in no time.
The other day ( Read more... )