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Moving Away
It's been a week today since I broke up with Chris. It feels weird but not at the same time, due to the fact that I felt alone in the relationship for the longest time since he never tried to really make anything work with me. I wasn't going to drag the relationship to the ground until there was no hope left, cause I left an opening thinking that ( Read more... ) -
Are you in love with him?
So me and Chris broke up, and that's a story I can't get into right now, but all I know is that we are in good standing of right now.
But the thing is his friend, because right now I'm wondering if she ever really was my friend to begin with when Chris made it ever so clear that she's not my friend, and she shouldn't even really be my friend in this ( Read more... ) -
So tired of being misunderstood
So these past two weeks have been..well, to say the least, uninteresting. I feel like there is a pit in my stomach, so hollow that I can't breathe. I feel like I'm drowning, suffocating in a mass hole. I honestly feel like I should be in an asylum. What gives me the right to walk around this earth thinking that I can go about not having close ( Read more... ) -
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I really hope the inspirations I am getting now for writing my EP keeps coming. I really hated not writing new material for so long. It literally broke my heart.
I hope I can find a recording system, such as Garage band that has music samples and such so I can make it my own.
Let's hope it works!
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I miss livejournal. My second family after my other journal family left me in the dust. So much things I've written gone. Wish I could read them now. Rereading these entries with 14-15-16 year old me is a bit painful, but funny.
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Writer's Block: Significant Change
I have tried changing myself for someone I was in a relationship with. I know it's petty, but this happend when I was in middle school. I just seemed like I couldn't be myself around him, and for 2 years of being with him, I was never truely myself. I was a complete stranger to myself.
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Why Hello There!!
It has definatly been too long LJ.
Well to start off, I just finished my last day of high school!!! wooooo!!!
Bad news is that i still get to graduate,but won't get my diploma the same day as most of my class, or my friends for that matter.
It really sucks, because I look back on my whole year and wonder where the hell I've been. I haven't really done ( Read more... ) -
I'm content with life at the moment
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Goddamnit 2008!
So I made it another year ( Read more... ) -
I somewhat wasted two days : D
On going to a field trip i kinda sorta didn't want to go to.
But it was intresting.
The first day was boring as shit,and people weren't too pleased.
Especially Chris flipping out on me and most defintatly Liz.
But today was kinda a mess,it was fun but kinda hurtful.
We finally got to the acting workshop.
And we were put into this situation where we ( Read more... )