being sick sucks... fuck

every time i think of you i'm so happy... every moment i spend with you i'm so happy... all by yourself you've shown me how good things can really be... and it's just the beginning... it's only the beginning

still breathing... and very happy

Wow... It feels strange to be on LJ. I'm not even sure if I know how this works anymore. Hehe. Well, my 13 month leave from New York is drawing to a close. I have 12 more days down here and to be honest I will miss it on some level. I was just looking back at all the entries I've made while I was down here, all 4 or whatever of them, and noticed a ( Read more... )

I love NY... Everyone in it... and Everthing about it. There is still so much for me to do and so many people to see. I hope I get to everyone. I really want to...

I am afraid of death... I was about to go to sleep and I scared myself. What happens when you die? In you mind. Do you just stop existing. Does everything go black? What's it like not to exist? I'm feeling a sense of despair and loneliness. I really felt like believing in something tonight. Whether it was G-d, or some sort of continued plane of

Did you ever see something that made your body weak? Either do to envy, pain, or shock? Was there ever a time to give up on faith? Maybe not religious faith, but faith in people. Faith in other humans. What about trust? Was there ever a time to give up trust of a person? How do you know it's the right time? Could it be about time ( Read more... )

I'm really depressed right now... I don't know really why... That's kinda a lie I know why I'm a little depressed. But, things are really going good. I really shouldn't be depressed. I haven't felt this way in a year or so.

Fuck...

So, I've been in New York for a few days now, and believe me, I miss it. Don't get me wrong everything in Florida is great, but there is just somethings in New York that cannot be replaced. Florida is where I live, and is my house, but New York is my home. I've missed my friends and family so much, and I've really deadened myself to how much while ( Read more... )

i just ate taco bell... it was good...