i had a really good time on friday. that was a very sucessful bon fire. i could have sat there and watch jackson play all night, i might as well have seeing how i did most all of the night anyways. i like sitting there and looking at everyone and seeing how far we have come. im seeing how important these people are becoming to me, and im scared to ( Read more... )

i hope my weekend theory proves true, i need a really good night. although i really loved some parts of last night, and really hated others. people really suprise me, while still staying predictable. lifes too short to have to put up wtih bull shit, and i want to have a good time. ness i called u and noone answered, and my cell phone didnt get ( Read more... )

      Marriage is love.

hah fuck, should i go over there again. im not sure, well i think i should but i dunno if i will. yea i prob will, i dunno. im not sure if its gonna be worth it, is a quick off worth the hype? of course it is. i guess im just looking for something more, something constant. ill go and get my fix, but i want something that i dont have to think about ( Read more... )

i guess im doing pretty good. im starting to talk less and listen more which sounds lame but works. i dont really knw where the hours go, i get home from school, eat some chips look at the clock and its 6. i seem to spend more time finding my way out of things rather than just doing them. im worried a lot too, the anticipation exceeds all else ( Read more... )

...i just typed this hung thing about what happened yesterday/tonight. loooongy long, and i pressed the "mood" thing, and its gone. basically eric bailed on me, then i saw him at blockbuster with these other guys, akward. i have hat hair..

"But homophobia and lesbophobia are as different from each other as men are from women. And like men and women, they are not interchangeable. Homophobia means fear of homsexuality or fear of one's own homosexual desire. Lesbophobia means fear of women-centered being- that is, women without men ( Read more... )

*The Air Near My Fingers ( Read more... )

well im leaving for new york tommorow. my sister came down, she brought her bf for a lil bit, Dan. hes an amazing person, i felt uncool hanging out with him. the packing and shit is crazy. like right now, its christmass morning for me. were opening presents soon. i got my sister a poster of brad pit with his shirt off from fight club, and the joni ( Read more... )

"...Thats what adolesence teaches us; we have to let go of things if we want to hold onto new ones. its funny how adults spend so much time telling us to grow up, when really their just full of more prejudices and even more nieve. we tend to loose friends with years..." - me