hm, sara i guess thanks for the incentive. i guess i sorta lost the point in updating these. besides the outlet it was for me, i feel that i lost any desire to share my views or expirences to the curious or concerned. i wont make this some tooth pick memoir, for there are too many events and people to bring into my tale, from where i last left off ( Read more... )

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so its been a while. no awhile. thats better. its summer and im jobless. i seem to be loosing friends faster than i can comprehend the difference between being a loner and being a jackass. i keep running into aquaintences and i seem to be ask this question a lot: are you doing good? first thing that comes to mind is sara and me correcting them, and ( Read more... )

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im getting ready to jagger. bah, but i felt that i havent updated in a while so ill write something random to fill that void. i guess ive been waiting for something to write about. besides about how life stresses me out and finals ruin the cuming of summer and people are very dissappointing and there are a few that never cease to suprise me. i ( Read more... )

fuck why isnt it the weekend? this is gonna be the longest week of my life. i have that huge essay due thursday, but i think im just gonna stay home tomm and do it then. im stressing myself out, whether or not to get a haircut and im insecure and fucking math test and that essay that i know i wont even do tomm and CIF game on fri and i have to ( Read more... )

bah, ness carissa and i are all updating right now. its not gonna be long cause we gotta. maggie wants to be in our club but she cant, oh shes soooo lonely. such a looser. how sad. anyways. now shes behind carissa. haha shes so silly. i wonder how her life is....pause for her to say....ok, awkward. she has her secrets, its allright. hm, anyways, i ( Read more... )

today was sort of busy. woke up at 7 8 ish and went to 6 flags with doug drew and derek, D^3, always left out. it was uuuuuuber crowded and we had to wait about 2 hours for X but i got front row so overall it was allright. but we were inline for roaring rapids and we look and see irvin in line too and then look about 5 people infront of him and ( Read more... )

*dont even read this if ur looking for enlightenment. i just find myself getting in arguements more than discussions. i wanted to post this and get ur thoughts and concerns ( Read more... )

im tired. i miss when things were easy. noone really gives and shit and we find ourselves just trying to make it through the week, looking at the ground so we dont have to see how far we have to go, have gone. i wish people still gave a shit, but evidently we cant seem to swallow our own fucking pride and get over ourselves. just roll our eyes and ( Read more... )