I spilt a cup of shitty hotel coffee all over my cell phone.
It won't turn on but I can still get voicemails.
If you need me, leave a message and I'll call you back...
if I remember your number.
Otherwise, I think I'll be out of a phone untill a month from today.
 (that would be my birthday)

The high-life isn't my life.
 

This is the biggest road bump,but it leads to the most beautiful road.

The last few days, we've been stuck on that boat ride from the Chester Carnival.
We have our moments of being up, but like gravity,we always come down.

I managed to taint the most perfect thing I've ever had,
and he replyed, "but you tainted it the the best color".

We will be fine. ( Read more... )

There is nothing I can do to change what happened.
Everything is about to go overboard; thrown off a cliff, and I can't stop it.
I have no say, but I have everything to lose.
You are my everything. There is no one else.
I got scared, I got nervous, I was angry and annoyed.
I still cant fathom that what was done was really me.
i'm missing part of my heart ( Read more... )

I started working at Cafe a la Mode yesterday.
It's a little confusing. The few staff members I met were nice.
But, they all seem to be fending for themselves.
And everyones scared of the owners.
My efforts of trying to get away from Starbucks are not working well.
I'm thrilled I found a new job, but I don't think the Cafe was where I'm supposed to be.
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My boss sat me down the other day and asked me if I liked my job.
I said I didnt really have any other options since theres no where to get a job right now.
I cried infront of him when he told me 12 out of 14 coworkers have complained about me.
He said I don't smile infront of the customers.
He said I need to pretend to be happy.
I told him I'm just not ( Read more... )

I am utterly exhausted.
I would cherish a vacation.
I posses no money.

I am very lucky and I know that.
I have parents that are loving and easy going.
I have an understanding family.
I have a brother who knows me better than anyone.
I have the potential to be something.
I have friends who care.
I have John, who is everything to me.
I have freedom.
I always have a place to sleep and eat if needed,
in many different towns and ( Read more... )

I know.
I know the emotion is there.
I know that its been there.
But time is not on my side lately.
Maybe it never was.
Drinking for seven hours straight was fun.
I saw a lot of people that I've missed.
I wish I saw the people I saw tonight more often.
I wish things weren't so layered.
I wish my total at Subway wasn't $6.66

 I think that because I watched the all day marathon of Land of the Lost,
I got lost in myself today.
There was a part of me that needed to come out,
but unfortunately, I didn't know it was happening.
He saw it the second it came.
He questioned; he investigated.
Which was comforting.
 I had no answer but a side tracked story.
And he knew that it wasn't ( Read more... )

 Today I arrived to work on time.
I spent my seven hour shift with my favorite ladies.
My boyfriend happened to get his hands on Cake tickets for this friday,
so we are going to the city to see them.
I took a shower.
I spent a few hours with Lauren and Arlo.
We went shopping and had some good laughs.
I purchased marijuana from Scott.
I met his son, Elijah ( Read more... )