I can taste my dreams when I wake up ( Read more... )

I work six days a week. Roughly 48 hours.
I'm getting lots of money and saving most of it.
I have no health insurance untill August.
I got rejected from all of my schools.
I turn 21 on September 4th.

What do I do come Spetember?
Any Sugestions?

I am now an employee of Monroe Sunoco.

I feel kind of suicidal when I'm at starbucks. Not seriously, but only kind of seriously. The other day I stood at the register for three hours just waiting for customers. There was nothing to do, so I've been doodling on the pastry bags to pass time. Usually just people that are screaming in agony and stuff like that. All I'm waiting for is an ( Read more... )

I need, want, desire, would benefit from, going back to school ( Read more... )

I have bandaids on my fingers.
I put them on almost every day.
I have dry,cracked, bleeding skin.
It's from work, it's fom the weather, it's from smoking.
But to be honest, I think it's from my mind telling my body that I have unresolved issues
that need to be dealt with and untill then, they won't heal.
I'm covering my insecurities with dollar store ( Read more... )

Fall always makes everything better.
We were a little shaky for awhile,
but I believe with colder weather,
and warm nights,
things will be fine.
just fine.

I am twenty years old today.
That's all.

I'm not losing my mind, I'm just losing everything.
I've lost my cell phone charger.
It's not in my car, in my house, at work, in john's car, or john's house.
I'm tired of looking.
I notices that both of my modest mouse cd's are not in my car.
Did I lend them to someone? Did someone take them?
I've been having awful dreams.
In one of them I watched John ( Read more... )

You belong to what you understand.