thursday bring my happy news please

OH MUH GAWD it is SOOOOO reTARded when people tell me i should TRY to get a boyfriend....... JUST FUCK THE FUCK OFF.... if i wanted a retarded ass boyfriend i pick one out of a fucking shopping mall........... sorry that i don't go out looking for people to date me. i am A) not desperate B) too attractive to have to put up with bullshit.

last night surprised me .....
i hope this time it sticks

first day of school in iowa city ( Read more... )

I just miss you, your laugh, and your love for nachos

I am becoming so afraid that once you hit a certain age that you began to only experience life from the fringes ( Read more... )

i am sorry that i miss you
but stay the fuck out of my dreams you have no right to be there

hello iowa acceptance letter

and

is beginning to think that second chances are kinda a bad idea

so a lot of things are just in the air right now...
while somethings seem to be falling into place, the things that aren't are determining if the things that are working out will actually remain that way. basically good news is always countered by the bad and i'm so bored of it.
life is kinda way frustrating

i was standing in the rain smoking a cigarette by myself
and watching the lighting flash i felt a huge wave of happiness just come over me
everything i am wanted me to believe that it could've been you
and i would've stood there all night and talked to you if i thought you could hear me
and i know that am so dumb.....but sometimes it is just so