i hope you know that you really kinda suck as a friend

my mom is having surgery this week and i am really scared for her ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0oaKqxvWVwk

just fastforward till the 3 min mark on this one ^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5KMRwLfaj4&feature=related

i seem to have fallen into a really big rut ( Read more... )

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this week my life is nothing short of laughable ( Read more... )

( d-raw-ing-s )

i am getting really depressed because...
...i don't think that there is anything for me to really look forward to right now...
not tomorrow
not next week
not next month
not next year

today i was a kite

flown by the watchmaker himself

so i am back in shit hole usa and it become so full of white-bread america that it id beginning to seep thru walls ( Read more... )