life is shit..
thats why we grow.
with out the shit we wont grow.

like fertilizer for plants.
HAH

FUCK YOU I HATE YOU

with the good.
comes the bad.

maybe the good.
can just get better?
This time?

well see.

and about HALF of you are too

i told her - "i dont want to see you.."

and she sed - "what are you afraid of.."

got me thinking

blah.. i think im afraid of. her.
cuz. uhh. DUH.
SHES:
evil
twisted
sick
sadistic

-
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Execute.kill.

so.. SHE wants to see me in person to tell me something... its important

UGH.

and im GONNA see HER..
cuz...
im an IDIOT

someone stop me or tell me something..
fuck.

-
-
execute.kill.

6:42 am

9 hours ago:
3 beers
pretzles
spinach pizza

11 hours ago:
show
alans band played
got kicked off stage
we dropped

14 hours ago:
pizza patron
mall
new song
recording got canceled [grr]

NITE NITE

[nobody can love you like i do]
fuck it = :/

today i remember all the pain
and heartaching misery,every painful detail,every word of torture

it sucked.
i got teary-eyed.
im alittle depressed now.
like i was back then.

-peace.

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