my co-worker was talking about how it's hard to find quality babysitting and i'm like "you should totally just drop her off at my place and i'll play with her all night ( Read more... )

http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog%5Fname=FOREVER21&category%5Fname=Dresses&product%5Fid=2031722271&Page=2

it won't let me copy/paste the picture of the dress...but i need an opinion...
is that dress cute/fancy enough for a wedding? i figured since it was in January that white/black was appropriate for winter... plus i have the CUTEST steve ( Read more... )

thank god i'm transferring...
what a BAD weekend...
well, not bad...just STUPID
why am i sooo needy? why do i compromise myself? am i sooo desperate that i'll hook up with guys i don't even like? it's sooo pathetic. he's not even cute, but i've lead him to believe i liked him because i think i wanted attention and i can be all flirty on the phone or ( Read more... )

jenni got ambien and lexapro!!
but man i was sooooo tired today, but i got a health excuse to miss my 2:15 class!!

but now i gotta go to pilates and work out cause i haven't gone to the gym at all this week! my plan of exercising isn't coming along that great this year...

but i'm going to ALBANY!! i'm happy about that!! i'm excited to play michelle!

you ever feel like somtimes no one would notice if you never came back?

i really hope the other girl in my apartment will get me some cerveza por la noche... i really need to just get drunk and enjoy rocky horror...

ugh

my therapist is right....i spend too much time in the future and i never just enjoy where i am.
but i can't stop planning the future...

i have a new plan for my life.
i develop new extravagent plans every week i think.

anyways...my new plan is to go to UAlbany...
join at least ONE club....
i must go out AT LEAST once a month to a party....
find a job that ( Read more... )

have you ever wished your therapist could come save you?

it's hard when they're 1,014 miles away and you only talk once every three weeks...

i hate hate hate the world

and the lack of involvement my parents have in my life financially...

fuck fuck fuck fuck you!!!!!!

my 'personality' teacher made me paranoid that my therapist doesn't like me....

uh....i'm pretty sure i'm going crazy...
or at least being overtaken by depression...
i called the hospital in town to ask about psyc evals but it's sunday so of course no one is there....hopefully it doesn't cost too much and my insurance will hopefully cover it....but i don't konw how to tell my mom...i don't want her to thing i'm have trouble ( Read more... )

am i making a mistake? should i just suck up the depression and bordom and just stay in MN and graduate a year early?
i'm gonna lose at least one class in the transfer....statistics....apparantly at albany i need to take "statistics for psychology"...apparantly it's different...fuck...i also have to declair a minor, which would probably be sociology ( Read more... )