funeral was today :*(
lots of crying. lots and lots and lots of it.
i really truly hope that I dont have to attend
another funeral for a long time.
Ive been blessed enough to have had a gap of nearly 17 years
between two.
Uncle Jim, we all love him. We'll miss him tremendously.
and my thoughts are with his children and wife.

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impulsive. heated for no reason. calm and collected. Mind and soul no longer being neglected. I still believe in fairy tales. I always will. Okay, I might give up when im 40 and still havent even had the slightest crush on anyone. I just dont want to waste my time settling for something I know I'm not interested in, nor challenged by. I know what I ( Read more... )

its amazing how sometimes the world will open up and say "jump in. bask in all i have to offer" I stand infront of everything. Surrounded by everyone. I breathe with an incredible sense of harmony. Its a sign that whatever it is that I feel inside, is my destiny. My heart and brain are telling me the right thing to do. Mind and soul no longer ( Read more... )

I had never seen a dead body (outside of a coffin) in 23 years.

tonight made number 2 in less than four months.

Accident in the neighborhood.. the sad part is, no one should be driving
fast enough to be killed in this hood. speed limit = 30.

oh and hello livejournal!! long time no talk!

heh apparently eclipse is the place to be tonight. ive gotten phone calls from random people wondering what time to be there. heh.. thats my domain but I didnt plan on an "event" !! but hell yeah!! more people to be drunk with!

and party tomorrow yippee

DRINK DRANK DRUNK SKIPPITY SKUNK FUNK

yes STILL .. hehe not as bad.. but it could get that way. or should I say.. its good.. and it could get better.

we'll see. but like it says.. patience.

i wasnt going to be able to go to daniels show tonight because it was either that or go out with everyone afterwards and I was choosing the latter. But alas, ole boys put me on the guestlist! yay for friends<3

so ima do that.. and then go wherever we decide to venture afterwards!!

and im going to do everything I can to not drunk dial mr J

i think im going to use the bathroom for a # r and a shower and then go to the bandroom and rock out with my cock out. yeahyeah.

my sleeping pills are DOPE! haha since i got on this medicine thing.. i want it ALL!!!!!!

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