this place is safe.

that boy drives me freaking crazy sometimes.
but theres that thing about him that makes it so worth it.
its his secret and ive promised to keep it <3

work is good.
money is tight.
the house is tighter.
I felt kinda sad tonight for the first time in a while.
I'm just dissapointed.
What else should I have been expecting.
I know it'll get better before it gets worse.
But by that time... I'll already be over it.
I love my emotions being so predictable :)

I'd feel alot better if it were about hmmm... 9:30-10.

no one ever updates their journals anymore. Including myself.

I guess the only time I have thought about it in the last few months has been now. Now that
I'm at work with nothing to do, and no one is on myspace.

that is all :)

I have to resod the lawn at the house ( Read more... )

Its somewhat ironic how one can try and convince themselves for YEARS that they feel a certain way. You fight it, you fight it..and you constantly lose the battle. Then one day, after all is said and done, but still all of a sudden, it dissapears. You no longer have to lie about your lack of feelings. You really have nothing left. Just BOOM and its ( Read more... )

I have decided that it MIGHT be about time to sell my house. The original plan was to wait until Im 26, then turn around and buy a newer home. After researching a great deal, I have realized that instead of having between 60-70k in equity, I have between 80-100k in equity. That is a good chunk of change to turn around and invest in another ( Read more... )

get out of my dreams, get into my car.

I need to stop watching documentaries on things such as Prisons in Iraq, Military hospitals in Iraq..yadayada. It digusts me. It horrifies me. The whole thing has been bullshit from the beginning and I am a FIRM believer in that, and have been since it started. But Jesus Christ If I hear too much more bullshit about the government being a bunch of ( Read more... )