UHMMM YESTERDAY= BTBAM BLEEDING THROUGH. HASTE THE DAY. ETID. AT HOUSE OF BLUES=FUCKING AMAZING ( Read more... )

i have issues and i need to grow up. but other ppl need to too ( Read more... )

my birthdays in 21 days. FEBRUARY 28TH!!! omg its so close. and u know whats even closer?! oh yea btbam show on the 26th. thanks to two lovely friends of mine, im going!. oh god im so excited. yea i havent really written in this in a while. uhhhhh...

god.

i miss certain things and people so much. and i just realized that today. i kind of want it ( Read more... )

These hours seem like years...I've been staring at this wall, wondering ( Read more... )

go ahead and do whatever you want

say whatever you wanna say

go ahead and act immature. do unecessary things. be stupid.

ill be calm and let you say watever you want and you can just make yourself look bad and i wont do anything.

but if you wanna start shit then go ahead

i wont be a bitch, i could come off as mean but will give you a reality check ( Read more... )

gotta love the drama!

i know i do

: )

as of right now....im hyper and idk why! im really happy haha

anywayyy...idk break. overall was okay i guess. i got a lot of sleep which is good. and wellll everyday i was either at home during the day wiht my brother and sister and b-ren-duh. or ceili was hurr. i went to vfw tuesday, clearwater wednesday, and springhill with barry and ceili ( Read more... )

CONTINUING

any way. i guess im strange because i'm honest and sincere and i do all that but does anyone care? no. does anyone appreciate it? no. i mean the things i say. i dont lie. but then in return i get nothing but fucking bullshit friendships. im told lies about important things. i dont know who to believe anymore. everyones a fucking ( Read more... )

honesty.

sincerity.

friend.

keeping your word and not going against it. (phrase explains itself)

it seems like no one knows what any of that means. they are just words to everyone. it seems like they have as much meaning as when someone says hey whats up.

honesty: this is so easy to do, i dont understand why ppl cant do it though. just say whats ( Read more... )

friday:

went to nicoles. something was wrong with everyone. took care of ppl.

saturday:

stayed at nicoles like the whole day and then went home around five.

sunday:

went to woodfield mall with my mom all day

monday:

went to woodfield mall. got caught stealing FOR NICOLE at sephora. shit. SOOO scary. k so i walked out of the store and some guy ( Read more... )