I neglect to wirte in here alot any more ( Read more... )

So Im moving out in 2 days. Kinda excited.
Buying a older bmw from 1985. Its almost exciting.
I start a new job Monday... full time. At serves working with MR individuals.
And I am so excited for a full time job!!!

But the odd thing is in 2 days I also turn 21...
and Im not even excited.

In the city of pittsburge. Not so sure if I am enjoying it ( Read more... )

It’s kind of funny how you can go day by day convincing yourself that you are happy until finally you relieve that you're really not so sure. And then you just each day wondering why things always seem to start out great but then in time just take a huge dive into disaster and then it all just keeps spiraling down from there and how you managed to ( Read more... )

I am so sick of her taking my stories and then telling them to some one else only then each time she tells it she brings the story to a whole new level. &&I just wish that I could have the chance to tell these people the truth. But I am not given the chance ( Read more... )

I really miss having some one to really talk to. =[

I wish that people would just come to me about what ever they have to say instead of Terrin or my mom. For real come to me about it ( Read more... )

Ok say this is crazy and nuts. Today we were going off the mountain [[me, Terrin, and two friends]] when this old truck started like reeving the engine, tail gating us, and almost hitting the ass end of the jeep. So The friend driving just went to the side and stopped, the dude pulls up beside the jeep and starts screaming at us...then he reached ( Read more... )

I wish my mom would awnser my calls. =(

I found out the other night that madre was conplaining about me being on the computer alot. I feel this is retarded simply because I wash dishes, clean the counter tops, clean the bath room, steam clean up after messes from the dogs, do laundry, make sure the boys are up in the morning for school, cook dinner alot, and every thing else she asks me ( Read more... )