I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true ( Read more... )

and to get off of my mind ( Read more... )

last night went to relay for life and walked around for a bit and it was nice to get out of the house for a while ( Read more... )

::sigh:: so a lot has happened the last few days that have essentially drained me. emotionally and physically and all i want to do is sleep everything off but i cant since sleep loves to escape my grasp. ::sigh:: i hate feeling rejected over and over and the feeling of knowing that youre never good enough. great. just perfect. i just question ( Read more... )

guys are a lot more trouble than i thought theyd be. i wish things didnt get so complicated. all i want are friends and nothing else. obviously i hadnt learned my lesson that college guys cant just be friends and for that, shame shame shame on me. ugh. i was hoping i was wrong but oh wells. life comes with rare moments of satisfaction and obviously ( Read more... )

so me thinks i shall write while im awake. the past couple of days have been...eventful? some in a good and bad ways but its over and done with. first off, being site crew for uil one act was great! it was super fun working with theater again and reminded me of all the times in high school :) most of all, memorial advanced to district once again ( Read more... )

so far spring break is going ok. i havent been able to sleep in yet and then again i havent been sleeping much anyway. today and the other day, i helped out memorial with the sound booth and it was nice basically getting back into the motion of things of high school and i find it hard to believe how much time has gone by and how many memories i ( Read more... )

UT: first and a lot of pauses, ummmms and uhhhhs that i really hated. but i think i redeemed myself cuz i asked questions about the campus life and different programs. i kinda forgot to put on my jacket when i went in though but overall a good interview. short and nerve wracking. my shoulders hurt a lot afterwards. still my first choice school
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was definitely much better than the weekend. cuz i have to say, the weekend kinda sucked. so here is the rewind:

saturday, valentines day eve or whatever. parents are all pissy and ari and i just want out of the house. so we went to our church where they were having a bingo we were supposed to be runners. we got there a bit early just cuz. and so ( Read more... )

seriously pissed off guy. how to make it better? help please! >.<