Angry inside...

[lost_ana18]

Today has been a yuck day....I had to wake up early at 7.00am, and drink a litre of water, and hold it for 2.5hrs, cuz i had to go for an ultrasound of my ovaries and kidney's. OMG!! it was so hard to hold it, i nearly peed my pants... lol.... thank god we got to the place in time for the appt. I now i have to see a specialist about my ovaries, and

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oh man

[anonymous]

I have a friend who had a family like that. But not that bad. Her father wouldn't let her come over when we were kids hardly ever. And her mother was this Buddist Extremist sometimes. Made her go to meetings, pray and stuff. But when she moved out, she got way better respect, love, and care for than she ever did in that house. Hang in there until you get a job and a place of your own.

really???

[lost_ana18]

oh really? Yeh i'm just hoping it will quiet down a bit in this place.... i wouldn't even mind if it was just for 1 day, just so i can see them..... like who they really are.. (i know that sounds a bit korny, but i seriously would do anything to know what my family is really like).
I really want a job, i keep telling myself to get one.. but i'm just really paranoid to actually have one right now, just cuz of things that happened in the past when i had a job.
Thanks for your comment.