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(shield your eyes)
Flash: when I first thought of you I thought of a wildfire on the ocean, fire spreading in the middle of the wide, wide blueness, fire licking the tops of the sea-crests and breathing black smoke into the air.
Now I fall asleep with your name on my tongue and when I wake up it dissolves with my yawn, like the fog my breath made for months in cold ( Read more... ) -
FUCKING A FUCKING A
WHY IS IT SO HARD? WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO HARD? WHY DO I HAVE TO KEEP ON HOLDING BACK FOR HIM AND THEN HE TELLS ME TO JUST LET EVERYTHING IN MY HEAD GO--IF I DO, WE GET INTO FIGHTS. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TRUST AN EMOTIONAL MIME? THANK YOU. -
taken
and i don't trust the guy enough. too many secrets. i hate it. i hate that i don't seem to have any secrets anymore (he's opened them all fuck) and now he's got a shit ton i'm getting pissed off and it's really like he's far away motherfucker ( Read more... ) -
i was watching television
When on came this show teaching the women of today how to be trendy and fashionable and in. Hence the title of the local show: Fit and Fab.
The episode was about the holidays and how the smart, beautiful, sexy and sophisticated women of today should wear their hair, clothes, how they should eat and keep their wonderful figure throughout.
FUCKING A. ( Read more... ) -
freaking me out, yeah.
I just checked my grades and before i did, there was heart pounding anxiety, like i was this sure that I would have a low grade. While I am disappointed with some of my grades, at least there wasn't any flat 3. But I still don't get some professors: I did well in their class, i fucking know that fact. Maybe it's just classroom politics or professor ( Read more... ) -
This ain't school related, you say?
One AM and I am here writing about a sudden emotional crisis.
In addition to stressful academic deadlines and etc, I write this. There must be something worse going on in my head.
To explain. I have realized that I am into someone or probably getting to that point when I begin daydreaming about them. Fucked up, I know. It's been a few years since one ( Read more... ) -
Well, who thought looking for photos for clothes online was hard?
FUCKING FASHION ARTICLE WITH PHOTOS DUE TODAY NOT A WORD STARTED JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. -
Luck is turning turning turning oh yeah
So, remember when I wanted to go to Tiesto's thing last time, so bad like it was the Second Fucking Coming? And I didn't anyway. WTF-ever.
Before there was Tiesto, I was more in love (and still am) with the music of another DJ/Group, namely Chicane. Oh yeah. From their beach-y Ibiza beats, and until they ventured into more techno/city tracks, I ( Read more... )
