so yesterday, mi sister moved out....it was weird..mom got all teary eyed and dad was like "be careful" and basiclly, i was the only stable one there...i ended up saying good luck and so long while doing one of those weird cadet things that the navy or wutever ppl do, it was an intresting flashback/sister moment/inside joke lol but yea, i cant wait ( Read more... )

im kinda bummed out rite now.....cuz pretty much....2006 has sucked....so did 2005....and evry year before that actually...what can ya do? i mean, bad things happen, and u just gotta leard how to deal, rite? and i think im going crazy and i think i have ocd. and mi house is falling apart (not literally) im cutting more than usual these days...but ( Read more... )

ok....happy halloween...wasnt so happy for me though...yep...halloween was ruined...sux....

You were born in the month of the reed. The ancient Irish believed the Reed to be a tree because of its dense system of roots. The Reed expresses the desire to search out basic truths and is also symbolic of music. In general, Reed individuals are imaginative with a clear view of complex matters. They make for powerful friends. They also make for ( Read more... )

so....today gabby came over....we ate chocolate rocks.....they were good...i liked them....we were supposed to watch a movie....ashley was gonna have a party on sat but she canceled it, so since mom and dad r going to that concert that night, im gonna do a party....im in desprate need of a party lol im prolly just gonna invite a few ppl, i dont ( Read more... )

im about to go see cynthi's concert: night of music and film, i saw it last year...i liked it alot...hopefully its just as good this year...earlier today i received an email, from nena..it held the truth that she had been hiding for over 20 years...i wasnt all that surprised...i knew since before she told me...her actions gave it away...kinda hard ( Read more... )

ok. we make mistakes...giant mistakes...huge, unforgivalble, unbeleivable mistakes...and they just screw evrything up...yep...seriously man, mistakes suck, and in the end, they leave marks, and scars, and they makes us even more corrupted then before...and we leave this world, more traumatized and scared and alone...wishing that we had more time to ( Read more... )

well, today was my moms birthday...i just had tons of cake...and have an odd feeling that i might throw up sometime tonight...then ill sleep like a log and wake up to a new day...we had dinner with the neighbors, then we sang the happy birthday song and cut the cake and all tha jazz. the cake had bannana creame filling. with white cake, and the ( Read more... )

so...i dont wanna go to skool tomm. mr. caston is going to make me run the mile again, cuz i was 4 seconds late last time. he sux, it was his fault i was late too! see cuz the girl in front of me, she was saying her name too soft so he took like 10 seconds getting her to say it louder, and thats y i was late 4 seconds!!!! and he blamed it on me and ( Read more... )

yesterday, my family officially fell apart....good to know isnt it? yea..