last nite was fun. i went to the school play. nicely done to all who were in it. and i have to say adam reising is quite fit. then i decided to stay the night with bev which was quite fun. except i was a little out of the loop, gosh what was i thinking not wearing black. lol. i need to go buy some black stuff. we had a good time. i can't wait to ( Read more... )

I'm ready to let go. I'm ready to leave it all behind. I'm hurting myself, and it took me 8 months to see that. I'm never going to be who I want to be, and I'm going to have to learn to live with that. I'm never going to look in the mirror and love what I see. But I guess you can't change everything. I'm ready to face myself, and win. It's going to ( Read more... )

Fuck livejournal. Fuck everything. Somebody slit my wrists. Shoot me. God, could my life get any worse. NO IT COULDNT. I just need to move. Run away from this stupid hell hole.

THIS IS MY LAST POST.

dont fucking leave your livejournal open at school. nosy motherfuckers will read it. jesus christ.

well i didnt think the time would come. but it has. i'm sorry to say but FRIENDS ONLY!

maybe if people werent such dicks i wouldnt have to do this but w/e.

if you're already on my friend list dont worry everyone is staying.

as for the rest, comment, and maybe i'll add you.

<3 sarah <3

sorry i suck at updating..

so last nite i went to the basketball game, which would have totally sucked because i hate basketball, but ryan was there and we talked like the whole game. he's so sweet.. i love him. hehe. then jess e, jess h, and erica were coming over to spend the nite. and we were supposed to get "stuff" if ya kno wat i mean. but our ( Read more... )

last nite was fun i must admit. a girls nite. a true girls nite. funny how everytime we try to have one we end up w/guys over. i didnt puke this morning. yeah!! amber and kim decided to leave at like 8:15 to see some deer. they are wacked out. lol..j/k!!

i spilled beer on my shoes and they smell like shit now. eeewww. i also recieved 12(?!?) party ( Read more... )

well 2morrow nite should be fun.

amber, kim, and maybe megan and the good stuff. finally a girls nite. i swear i would kill myself w/o these girls. they keep my sane. hehe.

i've been in a super shitty mood lately. everything pisses me off. could it be my parents told me i'm gettin fat? could it be people wont quit buggin me about sex-related ( Read more... )

ok if you read my livejournal..wonderful. but dont fuckin flatter yourself and think shits about you. and read the facts rite. jesus christ.

why cant i just be a drug addict..wouldnt that be easier?

i'm so tired of myself.

i'm so tired of being alone. i want to wake up in the morning and be thinking about that one special person. i want someone who wants to be with me too. i want them to be my best friend. i want to laugh with them. i want to cry with them. i want to get that feeling when your stomach drops to the floor when you see that one guy. i want to stop ( Read more... )