it never surprises me how shallow the people in our school are. i mean seriously do people have to bring up shit from last year that you regret doing. do they have to poke you where it really hurts? do they want to see the pain in your eyes as they bring it up to everyone? does it make them feel good about themselves? i really wish they knew what ( Read more... )

20 Things I Betcha Didn't Know About Me

1. I like to read.

2. I've taken pills.

3. I've purged before.

4. I want to have kids.

5. I'm allergic to cats.

6. I want to have a serious relationship w/ a guy.

7. I'm a virgin.

8. I tried snorting pills once. (never again..ehh it hurt)

9. I cut a cross on my ankle once wen I was mad.

10. I've never smoked ( Read more... )

it surprises me how easily i leave you, and how happy i am now. you were holdin me back from being myself, and now that i've realized i dunt need you, i'm finally free to be me..

goodbye to your smile

goodbye to your face

goodbye to the nites alone at my place

goodbye to your lips

goodbye to your lies

goodbye to you..

to everything i thought i knew

i'm giving you everything, and im gettin nothing in return

the wind was rough, a sort of slapping in my face, reminding me that even if it was a new year, i was still the same. i just hid my face down in my scarf, glad someone bothered to give me something useful.

the coffee shop was nearly empty, except for a few people. the owner, a sort of mysterious shaggy looking guy with those eyes saying ,"ask me ( Read more... )

you disappear before i can decide wat to do...i want you and u know it, and i swear you just wanna be friends, but u still feed me the words i wanna hear, and i'm just hoping that one day you'll ask me to be your girl.

maybe then i'd be happy..

i'm gettin so good at fuckin things up between us

you want me to hide behind this wall of lies, but i wont. i want to be your girl, i want you to wanna show me off, but i guess thats too much to ask for. i'm just not the girl you want, and i kno i cant change that. this is me, if only you could love me, but you love her, and its time to face the facts. its time to break away, leave you for good ( Read more... )

could it be, this time, we mite actually make it

amber came over last nite, i swear i love that girl!