update for everyone who cares~

School is insane. Mrs. Shearn hates me. I can't do speeches. I should just die. Mrs. York is crazy, actually like her classes though. Yes people, classes. I have her twice a day. It's not bad at all though. She really is a good teacher. I have tests all the effin time. I'm really freakin workin hard tho. I'M ( Read more... )

i'm so insanely tired. this weekend was fun tho.

friday~ spent the nite at ava's...rolled in at bout 4. whew..got up at 9. insane!!

saturday~went to forest of fright, rolled in at like 1:30 had to get up at 8. ehh. i went shopping tho! : )

my mom wont quit bitchin at me..god.

<3 sarah caroline <3

i cant believe it still hurts to see you kiss her, you think by now i wouldnt care. i thought i was over your shit. maybe i am, but you'll always have a place with me.

its official...i am sexually frustrated.

oo yea...i AM straight..

i quit cheerleading because of my back..: / shit happens. it was time to move on.

i wish that you could see i'm here waiting for you. come and get me before i'm gone..

i never wanted to classify myself. i never wanted to say that yes, i do  have a problem, but its time that maybe i realize that i do need some help. but i'm just not ready yet. i dunt wanna be better. this is me. brown hair, blue eyes, suffering from a problem i dont want to admit to yet. yea, maybe you know. maybe i've even given you hints. maybe ( Read more... )

havent updated in awhile..so thought i mite

i heart pantherpuff football!!! lol..i hope we dont come in last man..

here i am..

jess is here..wahoo..party!!

today we are pimpin out the fantasy van bitches..you just wait, everyone is gonna want to ride in this POS. haha...nah we're gonna go look for some stuff to put in it tho.

i need some plans for tonite. hmm.. : /

you've been here all along, and now i can finally see

wow, i'm so impressed with myself. i've actually been trying really hard in school and its paying off. my progress report was really good. lowest grade was an 88%.  wahoo! : )

i think i mite be moving on, for once i can see myself with someone else other than you. i've been too busy dreamin about being w/you again that i've been missing what's rite ( Read more... )

i just wanna hear you tell me that you cared and maybe then i can close my eyes at nite instead of playing over and over in my mind the visions of you and her, and i see you kissing her neck. its all too much, and i said i wasnt gonna cry, but you lied about things too so i guess its ok. i keep wanting to tell you i'm sorry, but i dunt kno y i'm ( Read more... )

i'm sorry i cant change who you are, though i pray i could because the one place i felt safe just happens to be in you arms