So this is it. . . . the beginning of the end ( Read more... )

The sky is falling on my shattered head ( Read more... )

when i think about volleyball and how horrible i have been doing, i just wanna cry. i sometimes cant take all the pressure that i feel i have resting on shoulders. some of the time i just dont want to deal with it all and not play. its selfish but the truth. today was horrible. but i guess the only thing i could really do is just to forget about it ( Read more... )

So . . . . i dont really think i have much to say. I was a lil upset today becuz ppl say shit about volleyball that really gets me goin. i dunno.

Anywho. . . . a feeling has come over me of just happiness. even tho this pain in my arm has not gone away all day. . . .lol.  Tyeler . . . he makes me so happy.  He does the littlest things and i ( Read more... )

So monday we had our first game and we lost but we didnt do that bad. wednesday we played a 5 game match. . we came out with a win but it took awhile. practice sucked yesterday. i know i wasnt into it. im not saying too much tho becuz of certain reasons. anyway tho school is ok. i missed voctech today so im gonna go wednesday even tho i dont have ( Read more... )

today was fun. we went sledding cuz we had a snow day ( Read more... )

Everythings has been good. everything has its ups and downs. life. . . uh huh! lol

im hangin with lacey, mike and his friend corey.
mcdonalds was fun. im slaphappy. .. its cuz im tired! hahahah
until next time. . . . im out

today i actually had a good day. even tho i have trouble sleeping through a whole night, i woke up early today and did my hair. it made me feel good and i honestly think thats what powered me through the day. it sounds corny but seriously. school was ok. nothing special. i went to volleyball today too. im really tired and when i came home my legs ( Read more... )

i had cramps again and signed out of school right after i got back from voc tech. i hate being on my period becuz im so damn emotional and can cry about ANYTHING. i hate it. i have a headache right now so thats not really helping me and i know that its not goin to go away even tho i took something for it. i keep thinking something bad is gonna ( Read more... )

the past few weeks i havent really been feeling like myself. i dont know how to explain it though. i guess health wise. and to top it off i started today and had cramps like a bitch. ya know they never really go away. . . the meds just calm the pain down. im so use to it now its like nothing to me ( Read more... )