so softball has been kicking my ass almost literally. it sucks. we suck. . well we dont suck but our record sure does. we ALMOST win every game we play. . . but we dont pull through. im at my girl mal mcgucks right now chattin it up lol. i went to steak night tonight and i seen the lead singer from QYL oooooo hes so hott ( Read more... )

. . .ONE DAY AT A TIME. . .

So today was the talent show and it was fucking awesome. im so happy with everything that happened. i managed to get along with tyeler too. we sorta say by eachother a lil bit and talked here and there. . . its not like we havent been getting along, it just seems like he never really converses with me. my thing is he doesnt call or ask to hang out ( Read more... )

Today was alright i guess besides the fact that we lost our game in the 8th inning. . . by 1. we should have kicked their asses. they sucked. i dont get it anymore. im so stressed out i wanna cry. . . but im not going to. i think im learning to be "stronger ( Read more... )

this weekend has been crazy. too much to talk about. not really a great weekend either. but i think good things have come out of it. pj tried talkin to tyeler and he didnt want to. then mike n. called me and apologized for what happened yesterday and i sorta talked with him a lil about the whole thing. i sorta kinda feel bad for what ppl are sayin ( Read more... )

P.S. incase you didnt know the first text is from tyeler and the second one from me.

"Hey i need a break till at least baseball is over. sorry ( Read more... )

I know i havent wrote in here a long time. . but i get the feeling im going to be writing in here a lot more and soon. things havent been going well at all and by the looks of it. . . all i can say is that its been a good 7 months. im not for sure that were going to breakup but im guessing my instincts were right. i wasnt just making it up in my ( Read more... )

so do you ever feel like sometimes you just sit back and evaluate urself? like how you might have acted towards ppl ( Read more... )

Lets say its the begining of hopefully a new begining. . . not the end anymore ( Read more... )