Again I return, dear friends, after a long hiatus. My angel has fled from me...but perhaps it is for the best. My darkness would have consumed her before too long; it is better she begin again with another more worthy man than continue down this lone road of despair with me. Do not think however that I'm not heartbroken, that the grip of lonielness ( Read more... )

It feels so strange to be here...a little older, a little wiser, and deeply in love. An angel has rescued me from myself in so many ways, I've some difficulty expressing just how much I have to thank her for. I'm in southern N.J. now, meeting her family, exploring life outside of the Marines and rediscovering what exactly it means to be free.

What ( Read more... )

An excerpt from a story I'm writing...I'm open to any commentary on it. It's a Vampire novel, to make it a little clearer for you.

Funny how these human beings arrayed themselves in such gaudy, tasteless colors, Derek mused, moving amongst the crowds outside the concert hall, his every cell pulsing with the throb of bass ( Read more... )

I'll be the first to admit that I'm having major trouble getting into the Chrsitmas spirit..that could be because I'm far from home and have no way of getting there. I've been stationed in Cherry Point, N.C. and regretably, I am unable to take leave until the first of the New Year. I have therefore elected to withdraw, to beat a hasty and much ( Read more... )

Fate has led me here...to the middle of central bumfuck Mississippi, serving in the mighty, mighty USMC. Fortunately, I've accquired myself a new laptop, complete with wireless internet so, I'll be around enough to say all I need to. I'm feeling really out of it though, losing track of days and sleep. I suppose that's all good ....if I was feeling ( Read more... )

How nice indeed to be back in my secluded, dark axel of the universe, watching this little dustball of a world spin ever onward towards oblivion. Pessimistic view, no? But a true one, in my humble opinion.

I've no idea when exactly I became so faithless. I've been gone these past couple months, becoming embroiled in a war I do not believe in, doing ( Read more... )

I wish things could be as simple and clean
as the paper that I'm spilling my soul onto
and maybe we could be innocent again
and skip all the drama that people go through
If only we were back in that room before all
the complications drove us apart, before the hard times
and the harsh words escaped the prisons of our lips
Would we still be simple and clean ( Read more... )

I had the oddest experince the other day. And I'm not sure how to take it.

A very good friend of mine is an amateur filmaker. (Check out BadGoneGood on myspace.com to see some of his work. He's quite talented.) He threw a party for the casts of his past few features and as one of his many creative consultants, he invited me to it. So there I was, ( Read more... )

Merry 4/20!!!

Been awhile since I graced this place with a hello-and-well-met for all my buddies. I hope you're all well and having proper dates with Mary Jane. (the girl or the plant, either one is fine by me.) I'm doing mighty fine by most accounts. Still alive and kickin...rockin' out with my cock out, hanging out with my wang out and all that ( Read more... )

Hello, friends...

Like the new look of the place....? Cut down, streamlined and oh so fitting to my nature, wouldn't you agree? I must thank my dear Camilla for the linkage to this new layout and Ljlayouts site for their exquisite graphics. I am in your debt.

But enough about that, dear ones. I have, as the man often says, pressing matters to ( Read more... )