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[lost_girl124]

I just tried to commit suicide.  I can't say more than that.  I am alive, but I am a wreck.  I am not healthy.  I need to get out of here.  I need to be at school.  That is where I am safe and happy.  I cannot be away that long in house filled with this much tension and knowing I constantly hurt people doesn't help.  I am not safe here at all. 

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[pooobaihr]

aw sweetheart....... *sigh*

[lost_girl124]

Thank you. I needed that. *sniffs*

[gackt_otaku_grl]

Tema Krempley! Stop it right now!
You know you don't really want to kill yourself, because if you did, you would've done it already.
You were just saying how you hated hurting people, but don't you think your death WOULD hurt people? Don't be a hypocrite.
There are countless other, safer ways to deal with things. Trying to kill yourself is the easy way out, and achieves absolutely nothing.

I know I sound a little harsh, but I sincerely believe harshness wakes you up the most. So I apologize if this upsets you, but you know that's how I roll.

[lost_girl124]

Thank you Hayley. I needed that. I really did. And no you did not hurt me. You woke me up. Thank you.

[ouchxbruised]

*ashamed* i think this might be my fault, and i'm sorry for my stupidity. you weren't supposed to get hurt.