I'm just sitting here enjoying a little vanilla ice cream thinking about my life and joys of drama. I was thinking that on those little survey things in emails that almost everyone i know puts chocolate rather than vanilla as their favorite ice cream. I just like vanilla better and sometimes i wish my life was more like that, just simple plan old ( Read more... )

I dunno why i seem to constantly wanna fuck things up for myself. I just feel like i'm losing control anymore. I don't know what i'm doing or should be doing. Granted that's no excuse for my actions. I dunno why i'm just rambling on about nothing really, at least it's nothing to you guys. Sorry not really gonna disclose this one. Anywayz.. It's May ( Read more... )

This being my first posting and all I probably won't write much i dunno what to say. Um... well I was talking to Betsy(my gf) online and we didn't really have anything to say to each other. I feel like I'm losing her, I dunno what to do about it either. I don't know if she or better yet our 'relationship' can handle the distance. I mean I'm used to ( Read more... )