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Oct 23, 2007 21:35

I felt like I should write about it, but I'm not sure what to write. And I'm not sure I even want to talk about it. Writing usually helps, but I don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )

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embrassemoi October 24 2007, 04:11:15 UTC
Aw. Danedane. If there's anything I can do, Honey, let me know. (And feel special, cos there are a select few for whom I use that appellation! hah) Even if it's helping you find a new one. Not that I think you'd want that. I just mean, that whatever you think you need, I'm supportive of. ::pets for you::

I'd probably let the myspace thing lie. If he wants to talk, fine.. if not, I guess you should maybe try to focus on yourself, as difficult as it is. My therapist suggested exercise to take my mind off of boy and other anxiety. Perhaps hitting the CC or complex gym (if you have either) would be beneficial. Additional hugs.

Keep breathing.

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lost_in_epcot October 24 2007, 21:29:10 UTC
I've been doing a little better every day :)

it's basically in the morning and at night that I feel the worst. I think it's cause I used to talk to him at night, and I miss that now. But thank you so much...excercise is an awesome idea, I wish I could afford to dance again. I'll try just going for walks, maybe?

Dane <3 K

enough about MY boy, how are you doing?

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embrassemoi October 25 2007, 15:59:15 UTC
Aw. I'm glad you're doing a little better.

I understand. I miss mine in the mornings and nights too. I used to wake up every morning to about ten "I love you!"s and as we are now, I definitely don't even get a "Hi" or "I still think about you" etc. I feel icky and have taken to avoiding waking up. It's doing hell to my sleep schedule. Walks might be a good idea. If your CC has a track or some kind of sports field, you could run it. I remember our old one had that, and a weight room. I've been dragging myself to the uni gym of late.

I've been writing a little about him of late. Sigh.

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lost_in_epcot October 25 2007, 23:36:53 UTC
I hope it's makinig you feel better to run and go to the gym and such. I'm sorry things have changed between you and Fred. I hope that things change again for the better. I think about it a lot :/ I don't like seeing you sad...so I really hope things are helping out. Miss you <3

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