I got accepted to the College Program. Thank the Lord. I'm driving myself insane up here. I think I'm manic-depressive, slightly. At least when it comes to me and Dave. One day everything is perfect and the next everything is wrong. I am fucked up. God help me.

This semester is fucked up. I'm seriously going to fail every one of my classes. I feel like I'm trying, but I'm probably not, so I'm sure it's entirely my fault if/when I fail. I still haven't heard from Disney. I only interviewed for Orlando, so no California for me. Dave doesn't want me to go. He wants to get back together. It makes me ( Read more... )

Good Lord. What a fucking semester. I hope to be in this God awful town as little as possible for the next 4-5 months until I move. And as much as it sucks to think about not seeing Dave, I hope I never have to come back up here ever again. I want to go to Disney World. Or Disneyland. I applied for College Program in both Orlando and Anaheim ( Read more... )

its over

um. I might have to move home next semester. I think I might be out of a boyfriend here soon. I got a new kitten and then she got lost. Then we found her again. I can't afford to fucking survive. I'm living off loans. I hate my job. I hate school. I love Dave. I don't know what the fuck to do, ever. I miss Disney. I miss all my Disney friends. I ( Read more... )

BEING SINGLE, FTW ( Read more... )

So I have this Tourette's problem. Every now and then I have these random nervous ticks that just bother me for a while and then go away. I hadn't had this problem in MONTHS ( Read more... )

I felt like I should write about it, but I'm not sure what to write. And I'm not sure I even want to talk about it. Writing usually helps, but I don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )

Um....wtf? I'm really starting to think my boyfriend hates me. His ass BETTER be in the hospital again because that's about to be the only fucking excuse for him sucking ass lately. Honestly ( Read more... )

I don't know what's up. I feel like I do nothing but work and go to school. It's such a catch22 because I'm so stressed out about working so much, but if I take any time off, I'll be stressed out about getting evicted. I feel like I'm falling more and more behind in my classes...which is slightly fucking RIDICULOUS because I'm only in 4 classes ( Read more... )