God everyone has theese really great relationships and i dont. Everyone gets to talk to their bfs or gfs, all the time, they call them and want to talk to them and do sweet things for them, and i dont have that, they all get to spend time with each other and become closer to each other and i dont get shit, honestly im tired of seeing everyone happy ( Read more... )

so basically, i dont update anymore, i update my space, its the new LJ

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Wishing I had a significant other to spend New years with =/ but whatever. I spent my new years with family and friends! Went to Korena and Johnnys house... OMG so much fun, Pat and Stacia, sherrie, and Ricky, and their friend Carol was there. yeah but anyways me pat stacia sherie ricky and johnny and korena all had a GREAT time. So fun! before new ( Read more... )

Yeah so new years eve not a damn thing to do. And I really miss my friends. Everyone has been really distant lately. I never get to hang out with Jessica anymore, shes always busy with her boyfriend... and me im lonely! Really sucks! I need some one to cuddle :( but thats besides the point. I seem to fuck everything up. Some how I always find a way ( Read more... )

So Im sitting here....and im thinking.....yes thinking.... And Im really missing alot, and it sucks. I miss freshman year sitting in government class having political arguements with bill, eating M&M candy bar things with Hall and Peace and getting yelled at my mr winsett. I miss how my life made sense. Well at least some one.Yeah I mean i had my ( Read more... )

Havent updated in a while, but its not like anyone reads this shit anyways.... So Things have just been kinda blah, not good not bad, however im laughing bc of the song by eminem, mocking bird, talking baout how if the mocking burd dont sing hes gonna break its neck IDK but that makes me giggle! Boy situation sucks =( really bad but ill make it ( Read more... )

I dont think any of you really know how hard the long distance thing is, loving some one who u cant physically be with. Its hard and what makes it harder is when the person you love travels. Its really really hard. And all I do is get bashed for it. My aunt yesterday started doing it. Its not even the part that i cant go see him. Its he doesnt have ( Read more... )

Gosh today was just horrible!!! I was talking on the fone last night until 130, fell asleep then woke up to my fone ringing at 210, then went back to sleep, and didnt wake up till 750!!!Didnt have time to shower! it was horrible! i didnt match either it was so BLAH so i started my day off bad, i was literally living off of a bottle of mountain dew ( Read more... )

Yeah Im Kinda worried about AJ, He left me a message at like 4 soemthing in the morning that like shit went down and stuff sounded realwly pissed off and im worried about him.....other than that i guess things are okay....Started an english project so i better get a good fucking grade on it. i dunno lifes kinda got me down right now, but im trying ( Read more... )

oh boy! lol! thats all i gotta say! my life = total chaos, was gonna update but now im on the phone with danielle lol what do we do when we both feel like shit, we call jeff lol