THIS IS TOTAL AND COMPLETE HELL!!! and that is an understatement... Im at my moms and i thought okay ill have a good time bull shit. Alright so she makes me get up at like 630 to get blood work done at 715 we are in tehre for like an hour and a half and this women in theere was real old and smelt like cat piss.....i feltb ad for her but then we ( Read more... )

boys are stupid

I feel like a total fucking bitch now that everyone else is happy and has a boyfriend or a girlfriend im mad that theyre hapyp i mean deep down im glad they did but its hard its like WTF is wrong with me why did u chose them over me. Dont think im relationship obsessed its not like i have to knwo where u are and what time ur gonna be home down to ( Read more... )

Finally Im home...but i still feel really lonely, I havent been on a date in months, and seeing how everyone else has found some one to make them happy, i hate it, not that they have some one but that I dont,im happy that they have found some one but im depressed that I havent I mean really WTF is wrong with me. I mean i could get a date, but he's ( Read more... )

eh, things have been weird, vacation was real weird dont wanan talk about it, but some one ive been worried about if ound out is mad at me, and its just blah....and this other guy alex wants me to go to the movies and he doesnt get that hes not a gentleman, hes an asshole to put it nicely, maybe if he took things seriously once in a while he mikght ( Read more... )

This has just been one hell of a vacation :( I feel like tonight.... my life is falling apart all at once

Well my birthday party thing was yesterday, had alot of fun, I got some cool shit! I got a cam corder! It totally rocks, i was taping me Eric and Brian being totally stupid last night! Eric wouldnt leave until like 11 and I was tired..... Got some cash, Kohls Gift card... Make up mirror... Crabs :D and they were YUMMY!!! The bushel even has a bow ( Read more... )

Well my birthday party thing was yesterday, had alot of fun, I got some cool shit! I got a cam corder! It totally rocks, i was taping me Eric and Brian being totally stupid last night! Eric wouldnt leave until like 11 and I was tired..... Got some cash, Kohls Gift card... Make up mirror... Crabs :D and they were YUMMY!!! The bushel even has a bow ( Read more... )

Hmmm well i guess ive been thinking and have come to the conclusion that being lonely suckz..... Real Bad.... I know that i should be patient, but im not, lets face it im not patient ive been waiting and dealt with relationships or lack there of gone bad.... I mean what have i done to deserve it? Its pathetic, the only guy that was a gentleman to ( Read more... )

well lets see NOTHING interstng has happened really, found out this little 12 yr old fag called me a "hoho" b/c i wouldnt go out with him... we all know the stupid fucker doesnt wanna mess with me! hehe so if im pissed off ill be sayin somethin to him, make a big scene too, get all up in his but ugly fat ass face..... my party is on the 24th so all ( Read more... )