alright right now i'm in the most confused mood. last journal i wrote about how if someone is really really nice and sweet and seems like the perfect guy.. then its bull shit. well i was exactly right!!! well let me explain, on fathers day i came over to dusty's to pick up allen to go to my aunts well i saw a car outside and for some reason i ( Read more... )

i miss my friend ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in awhile..

everythings goin in the shitter again. i dont really talk to erny that much. me and chris broke up for good.... i dunno i miss him i really do. he never "loved" me thats abunch of serious bullshit... justin vollmer gets out soon.. fantastic!!! and david is in for four years... n i dunno who are me try friends ( Read more... )

 today has been a weird day. first off let me say... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERNY!!!

I went to school and we got out at 11:45 for parent/teacher confrences. yea that was pretty cool. and then i got my car back!!! so yes up to this point its goin all good. well then i go meet up w/ my cousin. then i meet up with stucky. so its goin like awesome at this ( Read more... )

well i havent updated this thing in like forever. so i am going to right now..

well today was fun. i hang out all day with this chick natalie. she is so awesome. she is like an older sister to me! like when i ran away (b4 i stayed w/ justin) i would stay at her house and she would make sure i was ok and everything. i dunno shes a great person tho. ( Read more... )

As i sit in my cold dark room, i cant help but think of who i've become?.. i sit here and tell myself i'm happy and tell myself i'm fine... when i know what the truth is.  its weird to compare my worries from a year ago to my worries now. if they were written out you'd prolly think they were two differnt people. i'm not to sure if its a good thing ( Read more... )

well its been awhile.. all i have to say is i'm finally happy ( Read more... )

today was FUUN!!! today me, amanda, justin, solem, mike smoked this morning. then i dropped them off and me and amanda went to brandon's house!! ;) well me amanda and brandon and rodney just hung out all day. it was seriously the funnest day!! and i know for sure that i do have a new crush. hehe!!

i saw jason today! :) he's lookin mighty gooood ( Read more... )

well i havent updates in a week or so.. but alot has happend... the INCUBUS concert was monday the 13.. yea it was BADASS!!! then all last week i skipped like everyday. and these guys were startin shit w/ justin gosh that pist me off so fuckin bad.

then... friday i went out w/ spiers and lizzie it was cool. i was havin fun! then like i took ( Read more... )

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