who was i kidding?

oh yeah, myself.

why cant i ever make up my mind?

i wish i could go back to that one specific afternoon. i remember so vivdly i feel as if i were there. and i wish i would have checked the box marked "photography" because maybe then, this would be different. maybe i wouldnt have met you. maybe i would have been with the one i wanted to be with. maybe i would be friends with the ones i yearn to be ( Read more... )

1.] Where were you at the very start of 2006 ( Read more... )

so its 2007
one more year.
omg
so i decided on another resolution :
to post my secrets.
because im way to much of a bottler.

so the first one of the year is:

i dont like him because he doesnt like me.

so ive come to the conclusion that im not going to be in a relationship or in one i like until college ( Read more... )

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

yes.
i hate everything in life.
i cant decide on a boy
and when i do...
big fat chance in hell
im sick
and freezing
maybe if i become a nerd ill get into a super super nerd college and meet a hot nerd boy who has no drama at all.

yes thats all.

and yes maybe that is the medicine talking

okay so i have definately changed my mind about the boy.
a definate fairytale.
oh well.
i honestly dont care.
whos next?
but shit hes amazing.
but apparently everyone else thinks so too.
seriously i cant get the one no one wants and i cant get the one everyone wants. oh snap. i suck at life

okay so i met a guy in a band. i talked to him for like 10 minutes and fell in love ( Read more... )

why do boys in bands got it so damn bad?

and why am i following in chelsea's footsteps and falling for them?