wow so i havent posted in a while ( Read more... )

so i really wanna post in this thing, but nothing exciting is going on just yet. here are my countdowns though ( Read more... )

so heres the deal:
1. i hate lorain
2. im ready to go back to OWU
3. i miss my Kappa sisters
4.I'm tired of fake friends and this town full of bull shit people

okay so now that that's off my chest I can move on
though i dont relaly have much else to say

i really hate my job
i have to work ALLL weekend
never mind the fact that its international weekend & i ( Read more... )

fuck that I wanna see some fists pumping
risk something, take back whats yours
say something that you know they might attack you for
cus im sick of being treated like i have before
like im stupid standing for what im standing for
(Linkin Park -"Hands Held High")

so im sitting in my room amongst piles of crap that I should either be doing or putting away ( Read more... )

So much that I want & need to say

i just dont feel like typing

maybe later.....................

I'm home from OWU
& this is my life for the summer


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I still don't have a reason,
and you dont have the time.
And it really makes me wonder,
if I ever gave a fuck about you.
Give me something to believe in
cus I dont believe in you anymore
i wonder if it even makes a difference to try

life is life.... and it sucks
im ready to be back at home
gahhhhhh

my mom will kill me for my grades this semester 
even though ( Read more... )

Wow so i dont even know where to begin
Life = HELL

My iPod was stolen/lost!! Not really sure which yet

I found out I have a relatively low D in my Stats class
  the only way to get a C is to get at least a 60 on both my midterm and final, that should be as easy as it sounds... but its not
I have an italian exam tomorrow too
oh and a history test on ( Read more... )

So I dont even know where to begin ( Read more... )

I dont know... i just dont know

life is confusing....
and so is everything else!

friends:
losing a lot of them... and im apathetic
bonding much more with some... loves it
i dont even know anymore, who are my real friends... i'm figuring it out, but its hard as hell

guys= one of the most trying things in my life right now
guy @ home... mad feelings for him ( Read more... )