well no one is rele on this anymore so who rele knows who will read/see this but its better to let this out than keep it in. Right now have lost all trust in people...its so hard to realize who your real friends are and ppl jsut make me so upset these days. Getting mad at me for no reason at all?? WTF is this? It doesnt make sense at all. It hurts ( Read more... )

new layout!!! ill update later when i have some time!! =)
mucho LoVe

ok well i havent updated in a while so i figured i should. since next week i wont be here at all! wahoo! a week from today i am leaving for germany! Im so freakin excited I cant wait! Me + germany + some of DTS=trouble especially if you put scotty in the mix haha i<3 u scott! hehe ne way this week i have to say was one of the best i slept over ( Read more... )

Ok well so yesterday was my birthday! Woot Woot im officially 15! Finally! Chris D and Mike Oc took me too the mall...that was interestingly fun! The ppl on pac sun must think we are like retards we went in that store and kept on like going in and eventually found something to get. It was so funny i made them go into Claires! ha and then we went on ( Read more... )

What do you do when the ones you love make you feel like shit?? It just hurts so much to have ppl say things to you like your such a fat bitch or something like you dont belong in this family. It just sucks cause im dealing with all boys here and they all love to gang up on me..its wonderful I tell you. Most of my cousins are boys and I have 3 ( Read more... )

Wow this weekend was like amazing! ahh i cant believe its over though..=( I got to see all my youth 2000 friends and hung out with them the whole weekend. Kerri Margaret and Danilo thanks for an amazing time. The car ride was such a blast lol. I wish you guys were coming to Germany that would be awesome, but it's all good. Germany I can't wait 1 ( Read more... )

why is it so hard to let go? Everything seems great, but then one little thing can screw it all up! What is wrong with me? I sit here and think about all these things...nothing is the same..was it all a lie? WTf! It feels like my heart was just ripped out of me or something. I don't think that is is fixable. whatever. It is just a simple question.. ( Read more... )

26 ways to make a girl smile ( Read more... )

Im bored..as you can tell ( Read more... )

I finally fixed my lj all thanks to Christina T. I heart u!!! so well today was the last day of school I was so excited! It sucks though cause a lot of people are leaving and not gunna be here next year...it totally sux! So today some classes went by slow others went by too fast! Im so happy I came to this school. I rele feel like I belong its like ( Read more... )