One last curtsy brings the crowd to their feet in applause, a roar for an encore erupts and all they can do is drop the curtain in order to save her.  She smiles with her head bowed as the shadow descends down her form for the end of the night.  The light thud on the ground sends her to the floor, knees contact first with a crash and her body ( Read more... )

Where have you been?  I couldn't find you these last few months.  I saw glimpse of you sometimes on the street or in the hallway, you stop to say a few words but I could see the depression on your worn face.  You were getting worse.  The last we spoke was when I was off to one of my last tournaments for the season and you were returning your ( Read more... )

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Alright so I'm really confused as to what the hell you are talking about.  I don't like explaining things in texts but this bothers me so much that I'm researching on Chris Peter's laptop at work.  The only entry I see that could be remotely close to what you're talking about is that one where I'm talking about how Ivan did those things for me in ( Read more... )

There is so much poor planning going on, this is driving me crazy.  If she leaves and goes back to Houston what the hell is going to happen with the kid?  You can't just hire a shmuck to take care of a cancer patient.  He wants to quit his job and take care of Jerry full time.  Don't say something to make yourself look like a martyr.  That's ( Read more... )

Ivan you're so fucking awesome.  3 am note delivery trip to my house for chapter 24.  Insanity ( Read more... )

I don't enjoy being told to remind someone about something later and then have them either brush it off or half ass it when I do.  I especially don't like it when I do it repeatedly.  I get overly anxious if there are limitations involved as well.  It most likely will not directly harm me in any way, but the sinking feeling of procrastination in ( Read more... )

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I was flipping through my facebook and looking at all my high school friends.  One by one their relationships dropped.  The ones that we thought would last forever, that seemed so perfect; guess it wasn't meant to be after all.  It's so strange to have witnessed their happiness and to have been good friends with their confidants.  Now it's all ( Read more... )

Season is almost over.  I just have one more tournament left and it's an individuals competition.  You arrive with your team but you don't collect points as a team.  Basically they place you in a pool randomly but your ranking for the year for NCAA is important to remember; this ranking is derived from the number of bouts won and against which ( Read more... )