I miss the warmth i felt before.....
I'm unsure of everything right now.....

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i truly have been a child

i don't know how people can be so cold and distant in this world...
i find it hard to believe that people can be so selfish and inconsiderate of one another...
what ever happened to be kind to your fellow man/woman...
this shit really bugs me.

making beautiful music with my head and the wall...........

so this morning i woke up a bit(EXTREMELY) hung over but it wasnt bad i got to school fine and did my presentation for my stool and then my scenic paint test. they both went well and i was told by my scenic paint teacher that she was really dissapointed that im not doing scenic paint next year cause my victorian wallpaper was her favorite ( Read more... )

is it too late to say that i quit!......... everything!
i want out of this place but i dont want to go home.......
my body's starting to kick my ass and i dont know why

this weekend sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!
wishing i was elswhere.......
cant sleep.......
in pain........

why does caring make me feel like an asshole!!

so today i had to go up into the grid at school and walk around about 80ft from the ground and normally the whole heights thing doesn't scare me but when your up there and you see how small the bars you have to balance on are holly shit!! So i got up there and kinda froze hanging on for my life and tried to do work but eventually i got used to it ( Read more... )