I can feel it coming along. The choices I can make and the choices I have made. I can see it now losing what I tried so hard to keep up. I can just let it end like this. I could just let it all go away and give up on you. But I can never seem to get you out of my head. You tell me how you feel and I guess I just don't get it.

Which way am i supossed to go.. Choices can be so hard. What do we want from life? If we are ruining out own world whats the point of trying to keep life perfectly balanced. I'm not thinking the same as i used to. World is a big web of choices and a hallway with a bunch of doors go through one and unlock another. Why leave your friends when there ( Read more... )

FUCKING CONFUSED AND BUMMED THE FUCK OUT. I THINK I WANT TO FUCKING BRING YOU DOWN. BUT THE THING IS I OBVIOUSLY DON'T HAVE THE SAME BRAIN PATTERN AS YOU. TO THINK THAT TELLING PEOPLE SHIT ABOUT OTHERS IS A RELIFE TO FOR YOURSELF THATS NICE. I actually thought I could trust you not to say shit about me the only thing I must have said about you ( Read more... )

I don't regret anything.
It's actually kinda scary.

I noticed since I moved out my confusion has dissapeared somewhat and for a while my fear is low and my mindset is good. I feel like things are going as they should. But i also feel like my plans are starting to fail. Graduation from Northern was a plan to stay till the end of the year but my mind isn't allowing me to be stabe I allways want to ( Read more... )

I've "moved" out of my house. Been lving with my friend Chantelle shes been pretty cool. I finaly got my ass out of the house! I just packed my stuff and left. The thing that set me off must have been when my dad called me fucked and said for me to pay for a taxi home when I work till midnight. I planed all my stuff like how I would leave where I ( Read more... )

I've never felt the need to write on here for a while but my brain needs a break and I am tired of this. The need to write in here because no one is willing to listen to me ( Read more... )

I guess once you get laid your the fucking king shit. I guess your best friends change to all those who got laid and I guess your automaticly cooler and smartere than all those who are not like you. I guess you don't like people who say nevermind when you say it way more than the other people and I guess you know more about everything then I do, I ( Read more... )

Hey Sacha I can't call you and I can't e-mail you because you never check your e-mail and when I go on msn your never on so this is the only way I can say Happy Birthday to you! You are 16! w00t! Sorry I'm not there but it'skinda hard to get to Windsor in a day! and get back here you know XD!!! Anywho i'm glad that your 16 now but don't go doing ( Read more... )

I'm creeped out... There is a creepy dude at my school (where I am now) trying to "meet" Mur and I. I hate him... yeah i dont know him but he is scary. So I just want him to fuck off!!!