So much has made me think in th past 24 hours. i was always the girl that would sit after every complication and remind herself that everything happesn for a reason.. that fate has ulterior motive i dont know about yet, but someday I'll jsut understand why smething happened. Well the only thing that i can think of that possibly good for me is maybe ( Read more... )

Hm.. I slowly feel my summer diesease(sleeping at weird, odd hours) slowly creeping back and kicking in. I read for an hour to try and get back to bed.. it aint happening ( Read more... )

Self"ish*ness\, n. The quality or state of being selfish; exclusive regard to one's own interest or happiness; that supreme self-love or self-preference which leads a person to direct his purposes to the advancement of his own interest, power, or happiness, without regarding those of others. Intentions: A course of action that one intends to follow ( Read more... )

Maybe nothing is as perfect as we imagine it to be. Maybe all we hope for will never come true. Maybe it's too much to picture love the way it's "supposed" to be. Maybe it's easier just to give up. Maybe no matter how hard we wish for our "soul mate" there really isn't one. Maybe what we picture as the perfect romance is nothing but a fairy tale. ( Read more... )

I hate when i do this to myself.

goooot to stop......

......... blah.

Sometimes I even amaze myself.....

who wants to go to bed? me.

Entry inspired by a dear friend of mine that poured their frekain soul out to me and i loved every second of it :D And Altho Richie says i complain in my journal too much ( Read more... )

So um... hm. It's been awhile since I've updated in here. Why? I dont know. lol i have plenty of time to. In fact i get insanely bored sometimes and end up lookin at LJ like 46837560 times ina a row. lol i am a dork ( Read more... )

FROM FIRST TO LAST LYRICS ( Read more... )

lol ok so last one was just basically a rant---- i was PISSED ( Read more... )