so good news is that this week and next week i have only 34.5 hours each week. plus on the nights i close, its another 15/30 min depending on who's closing. and next week i might come in for 3 hours more..I'm getting so so sick of that place, it's getting insane.. new manager lady is rude... and idk, even when it's awesome people like tonight, i ( Read more... )

seems like nothing is working out for me lately ( Read more... )

its kinda weird to me how things work. the past week wasn't exactly a great one, and it just gets me thinking about a lot of things. it seems like nobody is truly happy, everyone is struggling with something in their life... and that makes sense, if life was all butterflies and rainbows it would be boring, but it seems like a ton of my friends came ( Read more... )

so last night was laura's 50th bday party. it was originally supposed to be surprise for her that her k crew was coming, but then she found out a few days early cause of jim ( the hubby ) .. but it was a fun time. she didn't want anyone under 21 to come but because of her immense love for me, melissa, and andy.. the three of us along with the ( Read more... )

Well this week was a weird week, to say the least. I'm one of the luckiest people in the entire world. The friends and family and people I paid to work with.. and seriously the best I could imagine... a particular situation this week made me realize how much I would be completely lost without those people, even if it's just someone to talk to until ( Read more... )

So I had a pretty amazing week, and I'm really not even sure what the real reason for that was to be completely honest. if i don't worry about things, they all seem to fall into place which is neat. i guess wednesday was a pretty killer highlight to the week. i know it's kmart, and more so lately, i don't wanna be around people there.. but it was a ( Read more... )

Johnny Mann passed away last night. I don't think anything at all even remotely "hits" me anymore. He was in the hospital in ICU and barely hanging on... but the whole time I didn't lose hopeor think about what it would mean if he died.. Jess was a mess, understandably.. and I'm gunna assume that her mom was even worse. When she told me it still ( Read more... )

i dont think i should be feeling nauseous over stupid things. i'm tired, in every sense of the word. fuckyou.

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well things have been fairly decent lately.. still working on getting myself out of that hole and realizing how much i've changed and stuff. i guess it takes getting really bad for things to get really good. but we won't talk about that ( Read more... )