I know I'm pathetic. I'm sure my friends will look down upon me cause they think I shouldn't go through this. But I'm not one to just give up on what i truly want. I would never just give up on one of my friends and let the friendship dissolve, so I won't do it to Kevin. It's not over for me yet, and I know he still cares about me. wow, pathetic is ( Read more... )

So ya.... me and Kevin are on a "break". Well it's not exactly a break since we're still together, but now we're dating. We're taking a break from the serious parts of our relationship. No more stress issues. We're allowed to date other people, but I don't think that's exactly what interests us.I think "real" breaks are stupid, if you don't want to ( Read more... )

Ok best week EVER! well not EVER, but it was damn good. lets recap:
~Registered for Pierce
~6 months with Kevin *1-2-05* <3 ( Read more... )

Graduation happened, and I didn't even realize it. So much gained, yet it hasn't even hit me how much I lost in that one ceremony. So many friends, so many good times, so much security. I keep telling myself, there's soooooo much more coming to me, and I can't wait. But I'll always appreciate what I had. So here are my thanks ( Read more... )

so I LOVE this weekend!! Nothing really special, I just got to spend it with two of my FAVORITE people in the world, well my two favorite guys in the world. Yesterday I spent the day with that amazing boy Kevin. I missed hanging out with him, I forgot how much fun we have. And today I get to go see my daddy!!! I never get to see him so I'm sooooooo ( Read more... )

ok, life sucks. I have now officially applied to Pierce. I have to take my assessment test on monday, the orientation, then enroll in my classes. I never thought I would end up at pierce. but thats what happens when your dream college would end up costing you around $100,000! so ya.. im poor and it sucks. go me ( Read more... )

I've never felt sooo amazing!!! things are going PERFECTLY!! School's almost over, less than 4 weeks till graduation!!! This summer is going to be awesome, We all have to make it memorable, because sadly enough, its going to be a summer of goodbyes. its all good!! just think about all the good times! As crabby as I've been, all my friends are ( Read more... )

~First dance concert show was tonight, major headache, but over all, it was good ( Read more... )

I KNOW I'm a bad friend ( Read more... )

AAAAHHHH!!!! IM SOOOOO SICK OF SCHOOL!!! only like 8 more weeks till graduation! thank god!! takin a year off, workin my butt off, takin a few classes at pierce, and then its hello CSUN! And I just found out that if you got over a 590 in each subject on the SAT you dont have to take some stupid tests!!! YAY!!! Can I hear a woot woot for 610s??? ( Read more... )