I just don't know anymore ( Read more... )

Why couldn't I be one of those kids who wants to have a really easy senior year? Instead, I'm subjecting myself to yet another stressful year. These are the classes I'm potentially taking next year:

AP English - Lit
AP Spanish
AP Environmental Studies
AC Pre-Calculus (Just sign me up to fail)
AC Philosophy (If I can get out of gym)AP Government ( Read more... )

I guess you just have to roll with the punches, no matter how much it tears you up inside. Life's only gonna get tougher, so I guess I just have to get tougher with it.

I don't think I've ever been more afraid to say the wrong thing. I don't want to mess up. I don't want to lose everything. I really, really, really don't want to lose what I have. The people that are in my life right now are perfect. I need every single one of them. I can't afford to lose any of them ( Read more... )

My dad's an idiot. I heard him talking to my mom about my future. He asked her what I wanted to be and she told him that I still wanted to teach. Granted that's what I'm probably going to do, I have no idea really. Anyways. He's like, "Why would she go to Brown University for that?" Okay, first of all, I'm not even considering Ivy League schools. ( Read more... )

My family is being torn apart slowly but surely. My mom means the world to me. I appreciate everything she does for me and I communicate this concept to her, both verbally and nonverbally, as often as possible now.
( My Point of View. )

Is anyone really who you think they are ( Read more... )

I've decided that I want to be like Eva Perón. I want to sleep my way to the top and then take control of a country. Talk about seizing the day, right? Well, it was better than my other idea of moving to Africa to join a random tribe, make lots of babies, and live a life of poverty. If you have any other ideas of what I could do with my life, don't ( Read more... )

I can honestly say that I love my life. Even when I think things can't get any more bizarre, they always find a way to do so. Maybe it's because of the people I associate myself with. Regardless, I love them all. My life would be so boring if I didn't hang out with the people that I hang out with. They make my life interesting...sometimes ( Read more... )

I need to stop overreacting. I need to stop analyzing everything so meticulously. I need to take everything day by day. And just calm the fuck down ( Read more... )